From the category archives:
“If you want something that you’ve never had, you must do something that you’ve never done.”
I’ve had this quote in my head for weeks, maybe even for months now. I have been trying to use it as a personal mantra of sorts as I deal with the anxieties that going to college have stirred up [...]
' July 10th, 2010 at 04:50pm 6 comments
Sorry to those of you who were worried. I’ve been all caught up in the stress, guilt and worry of Nathan leaving for Canada . Now I am apparently caught up in the stress of talking to him as he realizes he made a mistake and shouldn’t have gone in the first place. I knew [...]
' April 20th, 2010 at 02:45pm 4 comments
Well, Thursday was right in her comment on my last post. I didn’t listen to her though. No, when the former friend himself expressed a desire to communicate I did it. I think that it was helpful to me in certain ways. For example, I was able to say some things that had sat boiling [...]
' February 24th, 2010 at 04:40pm 6 comments
I’m going to call this a rough draft because it originally came to me as a song when I was in the shower. I’ve been fucking around with the tune, and the verse chorus verse, and I don’t have a guitar or a piano here, and I got frustrated, to say the least! Still angry, [...]
' February 1st, 2010 at 11:40pm 2 comments
1993: I sat across from my psychiatrist. She never wore the same shoes twice. She asked me a lot of questions about my childhood. She asked me if I’d ever thought of harming my son in any way. I was horrified by the thought of hurting my baby boy. It had never occurred to me. [...]
' January 1st, 2010 at 12:11am 9 comments