From the category archives:
“If you want something that you’ve never had, you must do something that you’ve never done.”
I’ve had this quote in my head for weeks, maybe even for months now. I have been trying to use it as a personal mantra of sorts as I deal with the anxieties that going to college have stirred up [...]
' July 10th, 2010 at 04:50pm 6 comments
I am recovering from bronchitis. I just thought that I had a cold until I went into the doctor with an earache and he xrayed my chest. I hope the antibiotics help. I feel so drained, as if I need to just drink water and sleep.
My son is back from Canada now. What [...]
' June 9th, 2010 at 08:13pm 4 comments
I kissed the top of his head last night, the only spot above the neck where he doesn’t feel compelled to wipe my kisses away immediately. “I wanted to thank you for taking care of me when I was in so much pain.” He rolls his eyes, doesn’t believe me, continues to look at me [...]
' January 28th, 2010 at 07:16pm 4 comments
I wrote something over the course of this time on my stomach, painful, sometimes high on prescription drugs to take the edge off this pain and it is angry, bitter, long and hate filled. For the first time I feel really scared to be even more exposed than I am here. Is anger really a [...]
' January 27th, 2010 at 04:53pm 1 comment
I have Sacroiliitis in my hips. I don’t know how to pronounce it but there it is. This is not something I wanted to write about. This is not the way I planned to start the year. I had a steroid shot in my right hip last Thursday. My left hip is scheduled for tomorrow. [...]
' January 25th, 2010 at 05:27pm 3 comments