In the days since I last posted here, boy have I slipped back down. It seems like one thing after another. The washing machine broke; we were able to scrounge up the money to buy a used one, and then the dryer broke. Our kids asked when we were going to get a new one [...]
' August 5th, 2009 at 08:40pm
These ten basics are the foundation of the treatment program that I recently took part in at a local hospital. I thought that they might be useful to other readers, so I am typing them up to post here. To hopefully avoid any confusion I’ll type my words in italics, and those from the hospital [...]
' July 22nd, 2009 at 04:13pm
“Dying is easy it’s living that scares me to death.” Annie Lennox -Cold
I am still in treatment, although not with anyone who can act as if he cares as well as Gabriel Bryne does; I am doing better some days, worse other days. It’s frustrating and it is always in my mind that I should [...]
' June 14th, 2009 at 01:45am
The number one thing that I wish to say is that the kindness and support I’ve received here from my readers has meant so much to me. I printed out the comments and I carry them with me one the bus to and from the hospital. I am still struggling with agoraphobia, depression and panic [...]
' May 30th, 2009 at 02:20am
Soon after I started writing here Jane linked to me. We emailed a little bit, and I remember her commending me on a particular entry. Her words came with a warning, however. “You can’t write like that everyday.” I didn’t really understand her words until last night. I have been agonizing over entries here, which [...]
' April 2nd, 2009 at 09:58am