The number one thing that I wish to say is that the kindness and support I’ve received here from my readers has meant so much to me. I printed out the comments and I carry them with me one the bus to and from the hospital. I am still struggling with agoraphobia, depression and panic [...]
' May 30th, 2009 at 02:20am
I have wrestled with the idea of how to write this, or whether or not to write this. When I first started this site I knew that I wanted to reach out to others who were suffering from mental illness and their families. I believe that I have done that to the best of my [...]
' May 12th, 2009 at 06:30am
Soon after I started writing here Jane linked to me. We emailed a little bit, and I remember her commending me on a particular entry. Her words came with a warning, however. “You can’t write like that everyday.” I didn’t really understand her words until last night. I have been agonizing over entries here, which [...]
' April 2nd, 2009 at 09:58am
I haven’t been able to write anything to completion. I have been writing, but I can’t finish and it feels actually painful to try to force it. I know I’ll get out of this someway, but right now I can’t pull myself up.
The other day I wandered through Whole Foods, a store I rarely shop [...]
' March 24th, 2009 at 11:19pm
The responses to my last post were truly heartwarming and I want to thank you all. I’ll admit that at times like these past few weeks I feel as if I am not going to make it through this. I say this not as a cry for help, or sympathy, but because I want my [...]
' March 13th, 2009 at 01:45am